Who is Versha ?
Well...even I can't define myself.
This is no confession story, no random blog post, no fiction, it is something which I just wanted to write...maybe for a reason or maybe for something which even I am unaware of. If interested you can go further or else bbyyee! :)
So the ones who wanna read this...come! :)
I am the girl everyone might hate because I had been in several relationships, I have a guy best friend, I have kissed two guys with whom I am not even in touch now. I had lied, I have broken friendships, I have trust issues, I expect love in return...blah! blah! blah! The list goes endless. I can actually never get over with the reasons why people hate me. And you know what the best part is? Now IDGAF.
I have the world's best family who respects me and my choices, except a few. I am okay with the strictness and restrictions of my parents because that is what makes me a better person. I hate them at certain stages but I have realized that this is what growing up includes. I have friends on whom I can count upon...any day anytime for everything and also for nothing.
But I am also a human, a girl who wants to be loved. No I am not talking about the kind of love one gets from the friends and family because I have plenty of that, and for which I'll be forever grateful to the Almighty. :)
Here, I am talking about the love with which I can live with till my end. Maybe the one that we watch in the fairy tales or maybe the one which we read in the love stories or maybe an imperfect love which would be perfect for me.
Okay, I had a very bad past and everyone has all the reasons to hate me and leave me but don't I have any reason for someone to love me ? To appreciate me ? To care for me ? To be loyal to me ? To respect me ? And to do all what I have always wished for!
But NO! I ain't begging for such kinda love because I want someone to do everything for me because he wants to do and not because I want him to do it.
Also, I don't actually need someone to complete me or make me feel special about myself, I am more than just enough for all this. But ya at some point of time even I need to be loved, to be pampered and everything which every other girl wishes to.
All those people who have judged me...BRO, you don't know the real me, you haven't suffered what I have.
Do you know how it feels to be alone ? To lose your best friends ? To have no one to share your feeling with ? To be lusted ? To be cheated ? To be betrayed ? To cry alone having no one to listen to you ? To have no one to share your good and bad times ?
And I am so glad I have gone through all the above and much more than this. But NO! Don't take me wrong, I ain't telling this to gain any sort of sympathy, I am saying all this because I really wanted to.
Life isn't as easy as it seems to be. Each one of us goes through several issues each day. A person should be loved and respected for what actually HE/ SHE is.
All the problems and sufferings I had made me a better person and most importantly it made me ME. And I am so very proud of myself for dealing with such shit and still surviving each day with the brightest smile.
With this here I end my confession of the year 2016. It was the year which helped me evolve in a much better way. I hope the coming year brings lots of challenges, achievements, happiness, joy and love! :)
Thank You for reading my senseless confession <3
Well...even I can't define myself.
This is no confession story, no random blog post, no fiction, it is something which I just wanted to write...maybe for a reason or maybe for something which even I am unaware of. If interested you can go further or else bbyyee! :)
So the ones who wanna read this...come! :)
I am the girl everyone might hate because I had been in several relationships, I have a guy best friend, I have kissed two guys with whom I am not even in touch now. I had lied, I have broken friendships, I have trust issues, I expect love in return...blah! blah! blah! The list goes endless. I can actually never get over with the reasons why people hate me. And you know what the best part is? Now IDGAF.
I have the world's best family who respects me and my choices, except a few. I am okay with the strictness and restrictions of my parents because that is what makes me a better person. I hate them at certain stages but I have realized that this is what growing up includes. I have friends on whom I can count upon...any day anytime for everything and also for nothing.
But I am also a human, a girl who wants to be loved. No I am not talking about the kind of love one gets from the friends and family because I have plenty of that, and for which I'll be forever grateful to the Almighty. :)
Here, I am talking about the love with which I can live with till my end. Maybe the one that we watch in the fairy tales or maybe the one which we read in the love stories or maybe an imperfect love which would be perfect for me.
Okay, I had a very bad past and everyone has all the reasons to hate me and leave me but don't I have any reason for someone to love me ? To appreciate me ? To care for me ? To be loyal to me ? To respect me ? And to do all what I have always wished for!
But NO! I ain't begging for such kinda love because I want someone to do everything for me because he wants to do and not because I want him to do it.
Also, I don't actually need someone to complete me or make me feel special about myself, I am more than just enough for all this. But ya at some point of time even I need to be loved, to be pampered and everything which every other girl wishes to.
All those people who have judged me...BRO, you don't know the real me, you haven't suffered what I have.
Do you know how it feels to be alone ? To lose your best friends ? To have no one to share your feeling with ? To be lusted ? To be cheated ? To be betrayed ? To cry alone having no one to listen to you ? To have no one to share your good and bad times ?
And I am so glad I have gone through all the above and much more than this. But NO! Don't take me wrong, I ain't telling this to gain any sort of sympathy, I am saying all this because I really wanted to.
Life isn't as easy as it seems to be. Each one of us goes through several issues each day. A person should be loved and respected for what actually HE/ SHE is.
All the problems and sufferings I had made me a better person and most importantly it made me ME. And I am so very proud of myself for dealing with such shit and still surviving each day with the brightest smile.
With this here I end my confession of the year 2016. It was the year which helped me evolve in a much better way. I hope the coming year brings lots of challenges, achievements, happiness, joy and love! :)
Thank You for reading my senseless confession <3
Really awesome ....its ur life sweet and lovable always be like this
ReplyDeletethank you so much! :)
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ReplyDeleteVersha is beautiful simple cute and a brave woman ����
thank you so much :)
Deleteversha 😍😘
ReplyDeletesorry I didn't recognize you :( btw thank you :)
DeleteIt was indeed a meaningful confession not senseless❤️❤️Keep it up dear!
ReplyDeletethank you :)
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