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Broken Soul

Do you know the pain one has to go through after being betrayed by the one they have loved with all their heart?
And you know what hurts more than this? It is when you get betrayed by your love best friend! Isn't it just like your entire world is falling apart and you could do nothing about it. It feels so helpless. It sounds so scary and unbearable, indeed it is.
Crushed like ice.
Like 1000 tons have been thrown on my soul.
The wrong people spoke everything right. Skillfully they weave their web, plane a trap and with love decoy blindfolded me. Now when you have left, my life swings carelessly like a pendulum back and forth higher and higher, but going nowhere.
All my five senses have gone numb. I scream and louder but no one hears me. They speak, they call out to help I can't hear. Look at me, look at the nothingness you have brought onto me.
And now when my everything has fallen apart in the most possible brutal way I am left with two questions -
1-) Is it better to have loved and lost than never loved at all ?
2-) People say friends don't destroy one another. What do they know about friends ?
The answer is yet to be known...

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