To the one I once loved

Hey you!
I just want you to know that I fucking hate you. I can't tolerate you in my life. You are just a headache to me. You made a mess out of me.
Today I am at that point where I can trust nobody. I hardly have friends. I have no one to whom I can speak my heart out. You are just a jerk.
All the ill that has happened to me is because of you. I lost my best friends. I fought with everyone for you.
Sadly, you only need me to fulfil your lust and to listen to your innumerable of drama, excuses, opinions and what not. Each time I tried making time for us, you ended licking my body. You are no less than an asshole who ruined me up.
I want you to leave me alone for the rest of my life.
I know there was a time when you were my definition of an ideal partner. But that was just a mistake which I am surely going to regret till the end of time.
You killed the child in me.
I just hate you for everything.
How dare you ruin my life?
The differences between us are never ending. Even I was at fault at certain places. But what I have realized this far is that it is never going to work between us.
So just leave!
I don't need anyone. I have learnt to survive with my loneliness.
This is true that I can't share what I feel with anyone but I am more than enough for myself.
I am done with you, with your lust, with your feelings, with our so-called relationship and with everything which relates to you.
Just fuck off!