Did you ever love me ?

Did you ever love me?
Like the snow flakes melting down the street. Like the raindrops shattering down the sea. Like the moon light that brights up even the darkest nights, you came in. Into my life. Into my heart. But little did I knew that you weren't the person I wanted. You just faded away just like a shadow does.
Did you ever love me?
The pain is still the same. The way it was when you left me all alone. The way you broke my heart into several pieces. You broke our love. You broke us. My soul that's still trying to bandage itself together. Going through several failed attempts.
Do you also feel the same?
Or let me ask you, did you ever love me?
We used to be inseparable. I thought I was irreplaceable. But the pain is increasing by each day. This is all you gave me before leaving. You might come back. But now I've learned to live. And I won't give myself up.
I still love you but I also did realize your feelings. So now tell me, did you ever love me?
Maybe you never really loved me. Maybe you just got attracted to me.
Because of all the late night talks, the hand in hand walks, hugs and kisses. Maybe you understand all that. Maybe you just never felt the way I did.