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He is my 1:00 am tears and 4:00 am smile❤

He was her everything. She was nothing more than lust to his fake love. 💔

I am the promises you faked once, feelings that once were strong enough to stand against the world. We could have been together but there were puddles of trust you failed to leap. 💔

His love was different. He loved her in a subtle kind of way. It wasn't the one you see in the movies or read in love stories. It wasn't the kind of love that Shakespeare wrote about. His love was different. It was still and deep. It was entirely his not dependent on her own feelings for him. And his love would still be there whether she or everyone else in the world disappeared. His love was different, but it was true. 😊

I am the calm on a busy day. I am the voice you will hear when the entire world goes numb. I am the smile that would exist only because of you. I am the one who is going to love you for all your flaws. I am going to wipe your tears each time. I am going to compromise everything for us to last. And if you cannot take this, it's good that you chose her. 😊

He was so much in love with her and he was sure that she was everything he needed. He knew that she was his destiny. He didn't felt like showing her more signs of his love and his feelings. Meanwhile, she was still wondering what she actually meant to him, does her presence counts, does her absence makes him worried? She was still trying to make him fall for her. She was waiting for him to speak up. She was waiting for him to express it. The reality was that what he was looking at this point was completely different from what she was looking for. And this is when disasters take place. Two people who are in love, but lose each other because they fail at expressing it.

You said he hurt you. Okay. But didn't you? He waited for your call backs. You stayed online but never replied. You said he is annoying and irritating. Okay. What if he only had you whom he can tall to? What if he has no friends like you do? You asked him to move on. Okay. But what if he says, he can't ? He can't because he doesn't want to see you get hurt by the cruel world. He wants to be with you...take care of you, love you like no one else could and to give you all what you deserve. It's sad, not for him but for you. Because it's you who doesn't appreciates his efforts, his love and him. He gave you all what he has and expects just a bit of concern and time from you. Now he doesn't expect anything from you. Surprised? He stopped because his expectations make you sad and end up with arguments. Don't you ever think that even you should make him feel special for an hour or a day ? He may not be tall, dark and handsome but he has ...

When I am with you, I act different, in a positive way. I smile more. I laugh more. I don't need to pretend everything is okay, when it's not. When you're around, I get to see the most realistic version of myself. I forget all my sorrows when am with you. I feel the safest and the most loved one. You are the one I get most comfort with. And you know the best part is that you listen to me, understand me, respect me, also appreciate me for my good actions and and and you never judge me like others do. Doubting you is like doubting myself. I never feel insecure. Because I know you love me and care for me the most and you aren't fake. I love your company, because when I am with you, I act different...with you, I am happy. 😊

There comes a point in each one's life, when you will realize that you have done too much for someone or something who didn't deserve it and the next possible step is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. And never turn back. It isn't that you are giving up. It us just that now it has got necessary to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is meant to be yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be. 😊

There are no reasons or excuse for racism. It's just wrong. It's ugly. It divides people into "us" and "them", based on where we come from or the skin colour or the language and what not. And it happens when people feel that it's okay to treat others as bad as they go about their daily living. Racism is never okay. But it still happens. Everyday! It happens in lots of different ways. You hear it when people crack jokes or make ill comments about a particular ethnic group, verbally abuse them and much more because of their race. You see it when people write racist graffiti in public places or when they are physically abused because of their race. It is depressing to hear and see all this nonsense. These days you will find people who will proudly point fingers on others instead correcting their own self. If you don't like something then just don't do it. It's that simple. Stop trying to control other people's lives just becaus...

There comes a point in your life when you start to look too much into future. It is when you start listening to yourself more than you ever did. You look for your role models and start doing what they did and what they didn't. While you are figuring out what you actually desire, the exposure of what other's are doing influences you more. One starts doubting their own ideas and prefer working on what others have been. While people of the world choose YOGA and MEDITATION to relax. FACEBOOK came up to show the best in your life. You are often confused if the number of likes should make you happy about your enthusiasm or the number of re - tweets make you realize that everyone else in the world can also relate how you feel. Life is all about relationships. Family, friends, colleagues - the list goes endless. From a simple nod to a smile to hours of conversations, the dept of connection may vary but the string remains the same. While the virtual world, the social media is total...

Did you ever love me? Like the snow flakes melting down the street. Like the raindrops shattering down the sea. Like the moon light that brights up even the darkest nights, you came in. Into my life. Into my heart. But little did I knew that you weren't the person I wanted. You just faded away just like a shadow does. Did you ever love me? The pain is still the same. The way it was when you left me all alone. The way you broke my heart into several pieces. You broke our love. You broke us. My soul that's still trying to bandage itself together. Going through several failed attempts. Do you also feel the same? Or let me ask you, did you ever love me? We used to be inseparable. I thought I was irreplaceable. But the pain is increasing by each day. This is all you gave me before leaving. You might come back. But now I've learned to live. And I won't give myself up. I still love you but I also did realize your feelings. So now tell me, did you ever love me? Maybe yo...

Teenage is one of the best part of our lives. It is filled with fun, laughter, joy and lots of curiosity. Love! Infatuation! Getting obsessed with things! Confusing infatuation with love! And much more is all a part of teenage. I won't write much about love because each one of us have a different opinion about it. Infatuation is the most common between teenagers. Mostly, they confuse it with love. They become so rebel and start behaving as adults. It is the time when a person goes through both physical and mental changes. It is when they start learning new things, they even develop many habits, some good and bad. Getting into relationships, making commitments make them feel like adults and they enjoy doing so. Whosoever tries to stop them becomes their enemy. At this age their hormones and fluctuation in feelings make them curious and so they do things which they are stopped to do. Because of the exposure they get through TV shows and also from their surroundings. They start d...

She is beautiful like a flower, shines bright like a sun, the apple of her parents eyes, blessing to her friends and a lovely creation of the almighty. Her life was perfect and then he came. He made her fall for him. He did everything to prove himself and his love. Love was at it's best for them. She was so much into him that she didn't even realize when he became her everything. Her life got complete because of him. They looked like the perfect couple. He was on her mind day and night. It was like a never ending dream for her. And then, like every other dream it broke one day. She came to know about the innumerable lies he has told, his hidden multiple relationships and all the wrong he did to such a gem. She was shattered. She felt cheated. She got her heart broken by the one she loved the most. She went through several failed suicide attempts. She couldn't believe that everything thing he said and did was fake. Poor soul! She suffered much more than you all as read...

The girl you see. She looks so happy. Telling jokes, smiling, having a great time and dying inside. She's hurt and tired. Tired of dealing with the shit life throws on her each day, tired of not being enough, tired of life. But she doesn't want to look weak or attention seeking. So she keeps it up all within her. And cries her heart out at 2 am so that no one could listen her. So everyone around thinks that she has the perfect life. If only they knew the truth behind the pretty brave soul who is a born fighter, fighting daily to survive. Hats off to all such ladies! 🙌

Someone can't always be your FOREVER. Sometimes they are just your SUMMER or your LITTLE WHILE. Sometimes the closest you'll get is their ALMOST or MAYBE. And when that someone leaves, the best you can hope for is to be their REMEMBER WHEN or WHAT IF. Because someone can't always be your forever. 😊

Forcing a smile as I wipe my tears off. Laughing away my sadness and bandaging my heart. There is no happiness for me when we are apart. Loneliness chokes me. My life is a total wreck when you aren't around. But unfortunately, sometimes goodbyes really are forever...meaning never again we will be together.

Love not only gave me pain and swollen eyes, it gave me those memories which I can cherish till the end of time. Cursing myself, my luck and my life for past experiences was the easiest way out. I took it like a coward. I didn't came out of it for long. I didn't forgive my life, I didn't let it go. Things could have been better. I could have dealt them in a better way, only I could. No one else. Love isn't an easy affair. But, undoubtedly it is the most beautiful and purest feeling of the world.

Thank you for making me feel unwanted. Thank you for making me question every single thing about myself. Thank you for making me rethink a 100 times about my actions. Thank you for making me feel unimportant and a nuisance in your life. Thank you for letting me down infinite times. Thank you for keeping the secrets that everyone knew except me. Thank you for your constant lies about who you really are. Thank you for making a big fool out of me. Thank you for bringing the worst. Thank you for showing me that you can change for good but not for me, for someone else. Thank you for leaving me even after giving you all what I had. Thank you for leaving and making me realize that I was the only one holding on. Thank you for making me regret all those years I spent loving you. Because if you hadn't done all these things, I wouldn't realize my worth. I wouldn't realize that I deserve nothing other than the best. I wouldn't realize that I want to find a love that wo...

"Where does it hurt?" Her heart still ached, she smiled at me. Her eyes told the truth. But her lips lied in the best possible way..."It stopped hurting years back."

It isn't your fault if you go through trust issues. Because I know the pain, even i have felt and went through the same as you. It is easy to trust people for the first time but not the second time, because when you give someone everything and they just toss it away like nothing...something inside of you breaks. And that breakage isn't easy to get over. It really never goes off. It is easy for people to hurt and break trusts. But what about those who still cry each night, whose pillows get wet each single time those thoughts come? Do they know how badly it aches? It is probably the worst feeling to get your heart broken by the one you loved the most. And they will never understand your pain because such fuckers don't have any sort of emotions. They are a curse to their parents, to the society and to everyone who is or was a part of their life. They are born to hurt and destroy people's life. But Darling, keep your head up...straight. Never let your crown fall for...

If he is not willing to take a stand for you when only he could. If he is not willing to sit next to you when you need him to understand your silence. If he is not willing to compromise to make it work. If he is not willing to invest his time in you. That kinda man has no business lying next to you.

If a writer falls in love with you, you can never die. <3

The fake smile looks so real, the tears are hidden in the best possible way, my eyes show nothing but my voice has a story to narrate. His first glimpse which left me squandered. I was lost. He had ruined me unknowingly. It was then, when my heart went astray. He made me fall, inspired me up, taught me to survive with the brightest smile even on the worst of days and then left...

I am writing this to you. You, who has got swollen eyes from staying awake till late, fingers still scrolling up and down the damn screen. Wait for a while and stop scrolling. I am writing this so that you know it is okay to feel empty. You already have kept too much inside of you. No! This is no poem. It is a reminder to a person who is feeling low or is depressed for some reason and has lost all hopes. READ THE FOLLOWING PART A LITTLE LOUD. I know you are getting hurt and things might not get better soon. But it's okay. You don't have to be okay all the time. Things don't always make sense. They don't have to. And things don't always get better. They don't need to. You are powerful, brave and strong in your own way to deal with everything life gives you. Wait! Stay up! Smile and believe in yourself, and never, I repeat, never let your inner peace get disturbed. Time is going to heal everything. Just breathe. You can scroll down now.&#128522; ...

Girls, straighten your crown, wear your brightest smile and wear your attitude on your sleeves. &#128522; Let your power shine. &#128536; Believe in the magic in you, for you are the one who will fill your world with sunshine. &#128522; Trip. Stumble. Break down. Fall apart. But never give up. Let others say what they want to and prove them wrong. You will see a world that you never knew existed. The right guy will always respect it. And yes, even the right guy can be an asshole sometimes. So when you feel a little down and worthless, sprinkle a little pixie dust on your dazzling wings and F.L.Y- first be yourself! &#128536;

If you ever looked at your tears and smiled away, remember darling, not everyone has the power to do that. This power has been gifted to a brave heart like yours. &#128522; Whatever happens. Wherever you go. Whatever you do. Remember this: No one can take the fire out of your soul, the stars from your eyes, the passion in your heart. &#128522; Those are yours forever. &#128156;