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Relationships! Love! Break ups! Patch ups! etc etc the list is gonna be so endless... Life has never been easy for the ones in love. There is no love story that has no issues at all. Trust, loyalty, faith, honesty, care, concern...all this is what makes it perfect. As SRK said "Pyaar Dosti Hai" "Love Is Friendship." This was only a phrase until I saw this happening in the reality. As every other relationship, ours also started with friendship. And I am so happy that before being my better half you are my best friend, and I guess that this is what makes our relationship different than others. I have always wished for a love story as we see in movies and read in novels but then I met you and everything changed. I have realized everyone has their own kinda story...filled with overwhelming emotions, fights, broken trusts and all the things we went through this far and also the things which we'll be facing in the upcoming years. I might not always say this to yo...

Distance is never easy, especially when it encompasses friendship. As we grow up, everyone goes on their specific ways, but it is so important to maintain relationships regardless of the distance. Sometimes we just need that one person to talk to who isn't directly involved in our current life, whether they are listening to your crying or you are just hearing about their accomplishments...use the conversation as a mini getaway from your present situation. Reminisce on the good old days- when you used to be together and also, look forward to the next time you'll be seeing each other. Nothing teaches us the importance of time spent together until we experience long-distance in some form. The unique thing about time is that it seems to take forever when we are waiting to see someone, but flies by once when we are together. So, learn to enjoy each moment. Sustaining friendships over distance is hard work and it definitely takes efforts from both ends. But learn to decide what...

Thousands of people around, hundreds of watsapp contacts and instagram followers.  But there is not even one person who can sit with her and just talk about everything and then stay still for a long hour letting the silence do all the talking. Do real people really exist ? Sometimes Friends, Family, no one can do what that one person can do! But not everybody is lucky enough to have that one person. "Soulmates" just a fiction or reality ? Infinite questions! Never being answered! Senseless thoughts! Or does it makes any sense ?

Who is Versha ? Well...even I can't define myself. This is no confession story, no random blog post, no fiction, it is something which I just wanted to write...maybe for a reason or maybe for something which even I am unaware of. If interested you can go further or else bbyyee! :) So the ones who wanna read this...come! :) I am the girl everyone might hate because I had been in several relationships, I have a guy best friend, I have kissed two guys with whom I am not even in touch now. I had lied, I have broken friendships, I have trust issues, I expect love in return...blah! blah! blah! The list goes endless. I can actually never get over with the reasons why people hate me. And you know what the best part is? Now IDGAF. I have the world's best family who respects me and my choices, except a few. I am okay with the strictness and restrictions of my parents because that is what makes me a better person. I hate them at certain stages but I have realized that this is what g...

Friendship! Love! Both are so much alike. And so dissimilar. Friendship is? Why do we call someone our friend? Well, the answer is very simple. If we care for a person, if we are always ready to help that person and if we share most of our thoughts with a person, they are our good friends. They are the people on whom we can count upon. The friendship is so deep and the relationship is so intimate, the most of things were automatically understood. Love! Love is something in which all the sharing mentioned above are mostly taken for granted. But love transcends all this. During Love, we are attached with a particular person. Love also involves a physical element, which is absent in friendship. This is a vital difference. Nature gives us love but not friendship. Your heartbeats will never increase in the anticipation of meeting a friend. You will not feel lost, if you don't meet your friend for few days. The examples are never ending. Instead, there is no comparison between ...

Do you know the pain one has to go through after being betrayed by the one they have loved with all their heart? And you know what hurts more than this? It is when you get betrayed by your love best friend! Isn't it just like your entire world is falling apart and you could do nothing about it. It feels so helpless. It sounds so scary and unbearable, indeed it is. Crushed like ice. Like 1000 tons have been thrown on my soul. The wrong people spoke everything right. Skillfully they weave their web, plane a trap and with love decoy blindfolded me. Now when you have left, my life swings carelessly like a pendulum back and forth higher and higher, but going nowhere. All my five senses have gone numb. I scream and louder but no one hears me. They speak, they call out to help I can't hear. Look at me, look at the nothingness you have brought onto me. And now when my everything has fallen apart in the most possible brutal way I am left with two questions - 1-) Is it better to ...

You say my laugh sounds so cute, but no one has ever said that before. Did I ever tell you that when you laugh on the other side of the phone I imagine a strand of your hair, you disheveled hair and I can almost see it falling over your eyes and I fall even harder every time. I fell in love the way you touched me without using your hands. I have never felt this way before. You have made even the weirdest things special for me. Weeks before, when you hung up the phone and decided never to talk again out of anger, I could see my world falling down and I was shattered. For a while I too believed that we won't ever talk or see each other. Yet, a hope kept me alive and that hope came out of the immense and honest love we shared. And I am so blessed to have us again. It is like a dream come true and I am glad it did. Now, when we are together again, I promise to keep us together forever. I would do everything and anything just for the sake of your happiness and our love. I swear even...

Love over friendship? OR Friendship over love? Indeed a tough choice. What if you have been betrayed by both? Can anything hurt more than this? I guess the answer would always be NO. Well, something similar happened to me. But the best part of all this was that I found a gem to be kept forever. I found a friend for life. I found YOU. Every perfect story has a broken chapter and so does ours. Okay, I know mistakes happened from both of us and that is what made us realize the value of people around. Although, a part of me somewhere still hates you but that hate can never overpower my love for you. Because you have been the only person who stayed when no one else did. From that first hey in *Resonance*, the *Paneer Sandwich* , the chocolates, the tears to today's *Four years of Friendships*...nothing has changed except our bond, which has grown stronger by each day. The best part about us is that distance never changed anything between us. To be true, my life without you wou...

These days there is so much pressure on girls to be a certain way, how to dress, what career paths to choose, etc, etc. Since when is it okay for someone else to instruct you the way to live your very own life? W are given only one life to live, to make the most of it, to accomplish our goals and dream and most importantly, to be happy. So do whatever the hell makes you happy. I know it sounds so much simpler than it is, but really ? I know you are the girl who puts everyone else before you, and will put herself on the back burner for the sake of someone else's happiness. You tell people around to enjoy life at their own terms, yet you never take your own advice. Now is the time to start doing the things that make you happy. Stop caring what people are thinking about your choices. Because there will always be people out there that would disagree and at the end it is you who has to live with the choices you make not those judgmental people of the so-called society. If you are ...

Moving on has always been one of the most toughest job to do. Easy to suggest to others, hard to apply on our own self. But then "a life without risks/ mistakes/ few regrets is a life not really lived". It took few heartbreaks, broken friendships, lost love, sleepless nights, never ending problems, constant tears and much more to reach where I am today. Life has never been easy to me. But then, all the experiences whether good or bad makes life worth living. From the streets of Lucknow, going to the same old school, studying for the BOARDS, the peer pressure, exam pressure, career choices yet to be made to the present life. From all the ups and downs, and all the failures...Finally I am some what close to my dream and this is what makes me proud of myself. Alas! The shortage of words is what makes me stop writing and expressing myself. Because the feeling of achieving something be it small or big cannot be expressed in words. All what I have realized this far is that p...

I looked at myself in the mirror of my life after nearly an year today. Since you've entered my life I haven't got the time to look at myself probably ever since then, for all I ever wish to see is that attractive and adorable face of yours. Your entrance in my life has been a drastic change. In this complete time span of one year I have realized that me freckles have faded away. The dark circles under my eyes are no longer there. Even though I stay up late in the morning talking to you, I don't feel tired at all. You took away all my pain and fatigue. Are you a pain killer? Or an anti-depressant ? Talking to you makes me overwhelmed with joy, the way you complete me on my smile and even on the smallest of things. You make me feel high. An year ago, I didn't see the sun the way I do now. But ever since you have come, the sun dances across the sky daily. It sets in an incredibly beautiful manner, changing hues. You are the kind of person I have always wished for. A...

I wish there was an end to all the pain that is powerful enough to destroy you and shatter me, sitting miles away from you. Every ounce of my being wishes to hold you close and mute your pain. To wipe your tears and tell you that you are close to my soul and my heart belongs to you. My everything is yours. I have nothing to call my own anymore. I feel everything, yet nothing at all. We are together, but apart. Love, what I would give to hear your voice. To crumble in your arms - slowly, then all at once. The same we fell in love. No one understands how deeply I feel for you. Perhaps even you are unaware of the depth of my love. I am running out of words to explain what you are to me. Our first meeting, first kiss, first date and all the firsts and also the once that are going to come...I want you to hold my hand just like before but this time with more love and affection. There is just a thought, a dream that keeps me going. A dream in which I will turn to you and mumble "...